When I was little my opinion is like a naughty child who likes to play with friends without thinking about school , lazy learning , like to fall asleep in class may be due to fatigue caused by too tired to play with friends during the day until almost time for maghrib .
Due to my laziness in the end I did not learn to ride a class and had to go back and repeat lessons when not grade very shy when meeting my friends who have ridden classes but I realized that it was due to my mistake karana lazy learning . and when I was not up grade and had to repeat the same class then I do not need to buy textbooks back because I already have the previous textbooks but have to purchase additional books for the new lesson .
Childhood or during learning in elementary school there was a lesson that I fear most , and these subjects are math and when my teacher sent forward for solving math problems on the board by appointing students to do math then I will bow and swear behind back my friend sitting in front of my .
And usually at my school one by one to be developed to solve a math problem on the board and eventually I developed for solving math problems on the board with a feeling of dread because no study previously learned math. and after I finished working on math problems after my teacher in value by the assessment many mistakes and finally appoint another student or friend of mine who is able to do math and if I am not mistaken finally sentenced to stand in front of the class because they can not do math .
Math is very very scary lesson for me from childhood to adulthood because I can not learn mathematics may be due to my lack of trying harder or less persistent in learning math . childhood to adulthood math always makes my heart beat fast with fear to do the problems by teachers .
According to my teacher I 've learned that I can not or are not able to work on the problems and possible subjects of math teachers or my friends have been able to know and see the fear in me once to work on the book of mathematics courses both write and do math on the board always write and eventually replaced by a student or for a friend of mine who can do math on the board . during the elementary school I ever get a value of zero ( 0 ) for the math lesson that in because I did not study and I always value rapot red eyes of many hard lessons by myself .
After graduating from elementary school ( SD ) often feeling sad descend or come to me and that makes me sad because after primary school so I will not split or not to meet again with my friends during elementary school . at the same time I was also sad to part with my teachers and any teacher who feels sad heart despite having to part with a friend of my teacher friends and teachers then the sad memories that I have to go through .
Entering my junior high school in the public school is not acceptable because the value of the final stage of a national evaluation melajar ( Ebtanas ) pure or commonly referred to as Nem is not sufficient to study in public schools . I finally followed the test in a private secondary school finally received
When entering junior high school that I felt growing subjects but remains subject mathematics is very very afraid because by the time I entered junior high school that I feel to learn the more difficult maths subjects . mungin because before I did not learn math with serious subjects therefore mathematics courses I call the toughest subject but for students who study hard or often learn math the math subjects will become easier .
So I studied for one year at a private secondary school that I finally moved to a public school and thank God I was in the country thanks to pindak school and when I first entered the public school as a new student or a part of the first stage then I have to do is do the introductions themselves .
At the time I had to introduce myself standing in front of the class with students witnessed many people when in fact I do not trust myself to speak in front of people . I finally tried my courage to speak in front of people and I try not to talk much so fast not to speak to the class or in front of a lot of my friends .
At the time of entering secondary school during my fear habits learned in elementary school carried on is always afraid to spell out matter of math subjects and always down or cursing my friend behind my back like a bow behind my friend who was sitting in front of me . and I do not remember if I ever get a value of zero ( 0 ) in mathematics or not and maybe if I do not get the value zero ( 0 ) in mathematics self -pity because I would be embarrassed because my friends see that I got value zero ( 0 ) .
But I fear the growing period into the future of learning in secondary schools because plus another subject that makes me afraid that fisiki and chemistry subjects . the subjects of physics and chemistry made me really scared because the subjects of physics and chemistry to study a lot and lot also count count formula I need to remember in order to understand the physics and chemistry lessons .
So the high school during the first value found in my rapot always a lot of red and it was caused because I was lazy to learn and when it can not or are not able to on a lesson and at that moment I did not study the subjects that I can not or are not able to . and when he graduated from junior high school to learn the value of the final stage of a national evaluation ( Ebtanas ) or the so-called pure small Nem then I was not accepted at the high school on the land which I eventually had to follow the test to go to school at a private high school test results alhamdulillah accepted .
When entering a period of study at the high school where a sense of fear in my to subjects can not always be removed in the subjects of mathematics , physics and chemistry values eventually I always get a red or good grades in these subjects , and when I studied for one year the private high school I finally moved to study at the state high school until graduate school eventually .
Entering college is fairly long for my college graduation which is seven ( 7 ) years of me to pass my course but whatever happens I have to go through life with prayer every day of my life I hope to keep the issue in the future that I can not bear . amen .
And the final word apologize if there are words that are not pleasing because I basically just ordinary people who did not escape the mistakes and sins .


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